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What this Means to Me

by HTH: Hope Through Hostility

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1.
No regrets, It’s time for change! I’m ready for battle Let’s make them fall! Living in pain! It’s time to make myself someone! I’m rallying this year, I’m ready for battle. Calling out the bastards, fakes and cattle! Living in the lonely nation! There is a cause and effect, it’s time to level the saddle! Yea so you’re living it up, always at the expense of someone! Bleeding our brothers, it’s never the same way but always for the sake of control! Everything you do! Throw them out, blow up, Yea you fuck you. But everything you do! Your indignation is really starting to fuck me off. I hear another line coming in! A lack of passion to evolve again? I know I’ve changed since the day we met! My world view making ash more for me! You acting fake, that’s a luxury! I’m not a saint that’s the summary! But you don’t know what this means to me! You’re fucking fake! London listen. Ugh, All that I have is untrue. Selfish I summon you too, Salvage some more. I hear another line coming in! A lack of passion to evolve again? I know I’ve changed since the day we met! My world view making ash for me! You fucking fake, that’s a luxury! I’m not a saint that’s the summary! A lack of passion that a lie to me? But you don’t know what this means to me!
2.
Trapp Talk 02:38
Go Ahead and paint your image, Everything’s all sway, Spend picture touching pictures, instagramming everyday. Pretend your life’s all glammy really it’s just fake, You live in fantasy make believing everyday Mans talking bout bullshit, packing gats like you done ever pack shit, Always chatting bout this and this and that but you ‘aint never walk it, Write lyrics so crash, you’re talking trash, some racist, sexist bullshit, I’m gonna cut this right through your little short so we can fucking drop this! Instagramming all your pictures, (Instagramming all your pictures)! Pretending your life, all fictitious. (Pretending your life, all fictitious)! Reticent, I’m not content, fuck it I’m reticent, We’re/you’re gonna die! Reconnaissance, reconnaissance, of innocence, I feel it fucking again. Go ahead and paint your image, (Go ahead and paint your image) Everything’s all sway your image! (Everything’s all sway your image!) Pretend that life is all sweet, (Pretend your life is all sweet) You’re all fucked in the head, fucking come clean, fucking act clean I’m gonna get to my scene, but I can leave you left down, you wanted me, wanted me! But now I’m a better person, Fuck it this life is so lame, you’re gonna bleed, you’re gonna bleed. I’m gonna make you realise, I am not one in the same, one in the same, You’re gonna die! I’m gonna make you realise, you are demi, you wanted me, why?
3.
Tell you something about me, Fuck it I’m making a scene Selling something to come clean, Fuck it I’m making you bleed, Gotta be nice to be mean, You still making me scream, Fuck it I’m making a scene ,I’m hoping you die in your sleep. I’m walking so far from my dreams, you making me lose all my sleep, It’s difficult wishing you dead, Cos that don’t come natural to me, But since now I’m quitting the scene, Fuck it I’m making a scene I’ll trample that place in your head, Stomping you out on the street!!! Fuck you, you know who you are, Fuck you, you’ll never get far, You imitating vultures, you don’t know who you are? Your reign on top won’t last. Even while writing this I know I’m getting older, How is it possible you still getting colder, I guess while writing this bruv, I get a bolder, I guess while writing, somebody? I told ya!!! Listen to the words said, We keep on running to our death! So break the system, yea fuck this system, assert our control and help the victims, But you won’t listen, you just won’t listen, just sit on fence, help make the system! Help break the system, help break the system, You’re not a victim, you’re not a victim, the things you could do, the things you should do, the things you could do, to save our children. I might not be something, but fuck it I’m trying This anger burns in me from the game you styling. You voted with hell for this cunt of a man, I know your crying out because life is hard, but keep providing for each other and remember the rest, adding pain to brothers, pain to others, I’m so sick of your fucking cause your fucked in the head. For fuck’s sake bruv don’t vote for these pricks! So break the system, yea fuck this system, assert our control and help the victims, But you won’t listen, you just won’t listen, just sit on fence, help make the system! Everything I said means nothing, Cos all people are nothing, Trying so hard to make something, Laugh out loud, Living in system, obsessed, Mind over matter, Yielding a river of blood. The pain felt by our family and friends, Hoping the dead provide a dividend! Wait? Another man dies, when will we learn that? Looking at stars in our eyes, such a disgrace, I hope the world ends and nothing evolves to take our place, Wait? What? It’s fucking long. I’ll probably get in trouble for lyrics of this song, But people still falling, I don’t care! People Poacher!
4.
Chunky 03:16
I’m feeling lost there’s doubt in me I’m half the man I used to be World said find love it sets you free But I’m not lost, I cannot see! You see there’s lust inside of me! I’m feeling fucked I cannot breathe It’s you I love but you don’t love me Fuck this place, I’m not whole, I’m deranged. Go and paint your pretty little picture, I’m insane and I will miss ya! This world wasn’t what it’s meant to be! See there’s a hole where my heart should be, I wish my brain would just paint a scene, All the beauty everything so green, I overthink everything around me. You know I’m fucked I don’t feel alive, I lie in bed wishing I would die, I’m not strong, but I still won’t cry, I never thought I could take my life! Fuck this place, I’m not whole, I’m deranged. Go and paint your pretty little picture, I’m insane and I will miss ya! But times have changed, now I feel fine Fighting these feelings, fighting these lies, fuck it Fighting everything the pain from within, I’ll never give up yea, yea I’ll never give in, My heart is cold but I keep my head colder, Starting to warm every day I get older. See it’s the little things I do that will change, And it’s the little I do to keep fucking sane.
5.
Money signs the idol, It knows no rivals, Billions of disciples, Aint gonna lie though, Need it for survival, Vicious Cycle, Can’t buy food, Pay bills with the bible, Is this what we’re alive for, is this what we strive for? Need to realise more, open my mind more, Why we fight wars, Why all crime soars, Rich divide poor All the pounds and pence, Controlled by ten percent, It don’t make no sense All this paper, Acting like it’s our saviour, At night it’s what we pray for There’s gotta be more than this, Too many minds left, in a mist And I’m pissed, got me clenching my fists Something’s not right
6.
Abjection 03:19
My head is burning now, burning now, bleeding out My head is hurting now, filling out, help me out. The hope I used to hold, leaving now, won’t save me now I help myself run towards destruction! My head is burning now, burning now, bleeding out My head is hurting now, filling out, help me out. The hope I used to hold, leaving now, won’t save me now It’s just like me succeed control! Bury the Pain inside!! It’s in my head, wish I could just give up. Why? It’s in my head, Wish I was dead, It’s in my head, Why??? Save our fucking minds It’s time to close out, got no noise. Cos it’s over Nothing will change until we take back control. Something is missing, I’m fucking missing. My mind is breaking, my body shaken, my body aching! But all I’ve said it’s time for change, I’m fucking special, be something special. Never stay safe, nothing will change… unless we take back control. Time to close out all the noise. Time to close out all the noise. It’s in my head Keep Breathing, Keep Breathing. Breath in! But all that’s said it’s time for change, I’m fucking special, be something special. Never stay safe, nothing will change… unless we take back control. It’s time for change, we got no choice, enough, set me down again! Save our minds It’s in my head.
7.
Cause I’m an animal! Led to believe, it’s okay, stand by and watch us bleed! I’m now a cannibal, eating for greed, steal your heart right out, a modern thief! But now I’ve cut back, filled up with grief, watching hordes of us corrupt the seas! So listen clearly, I’ll paint this scene, human cancer brought the world to its knees! I’ll never give up! I’ll never give in! World doesn’t make sense! What do I live in? Yea my body’s feels like I’ve been getting older! And I can’t describe the pain that’s in my chest! In these hard times… No long talk I’ll get by… No long talk In these hard times… No long talk I’ll get by… no long talk I can’t stand by and idly wait, Cos time and tide doesn’t wait for no man There’s more to life than waiting to be told, Find that inner being and bring it to the forefront, Be bold, stand firm and let that inner strength guide you to the end Now I say breathe life back, into our streets! Now it’s up to us... to bring people back off their knees! I never gave up! I never gave in! World doesn’t make sense! Somehow a victim! Because my body's telling me I’m getting older! Somehow I will describe this pain that’s in my chest! Starting to think the devils living on my shoulder but it’s just a chip this world has left! Shards of life  They keep revolving Now stand like the body of a mighty fortress So many times I took the wrong route No long talks what I'm about They cut so hard they will not heal But I'm conditioned so that I won't fail I've been lost  But now I've found  No long talk’s what I'm about
8.
Running scared, broken with an empty heart, it seems like the worlds blacked out and I’m so fucking tired, what’s left in front of me, just give the cold hard truth, I’ll beg and plead. Last chance it’s all on me, I’m so fucking tired, nothing in front of me, but the walls you’ve built, I’ll make them break and bleed. Break Down! Back off! Do One! I am so fucking tired of you stupid fucking mugs Too many times I’ve said don’t start because I’m cold in the heart don’t wanna trade blows mate. They aim for men like me, target these rough hands, create the social dystrophy. So now you wanna roll with the G’s, break down the chains, say fuck the police, keep your friends close and use your head or they’ll make sure you wind up dead. Break down, dead from the start, trying to bury my pictures, strain my heart. You wont take me down too – People hell bent on criminalising pressure – shut up Not going down without a fight! Running scared, broken with an empty heart, but you started beef with me but when you take on me, you take on my whole team! Not going down without a fight! Last chance it’s all on me, I’m so fucking tired, nothing in front of me you tried to lock me up and throw away the key! Not going down without a fight! Let’s GO I tried so hard I tried so hard Break Down Not going down without a fight! Still scared, scratching at this empty heart, this beef was hell for me, but my team stand and fight with me!

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Our second full length album, featuring 'No Long Talk' from our split EP with Sonnet 13 earlier this year. We hope you enjoy it.

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released November 30, 2018

All songs written & performed by HTH: Hope Through Hostility
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Stu Mckay
studio6productions.co.uk

Thank you to our friends and family (whether you're a blood relative or Hardcore fam, we salute you) for supporting us over the years. We hope this means to you what it means to us.

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